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consistent art style who? dont know her.
#look at her shes so real#the doodle is rushed but its fine#shes looking at my chem hw#my teacher isnt really teaching us anymore and said 'if you fail you fail' when i had testing and missed class#but anyway fuck it we ball#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#mirabelle#my art#stars sketches
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#not dislike. its hate#it made me cry several times today#thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers#and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING#its so painful to think of it#today I broke down in the bus and cried#idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside#maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams#the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days#this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste#*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS#the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously#this breaks my heart#dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons#AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔
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matty being sick last night has me thinking so many thoughts ab teacher reader x sick dad matty.
my first thought was a scenario after you've both admitted your feelings but aren't official. perhaps you've been on like 2 dates and clearly want a relationship, but no one has admitted it lol
it's the day of your third official date, and you're all ready. But you get a text from matty saying something like, "I'm so sorry, darling, but I have to cancel our date tonight. I've been trying to push through, but I'm pretty sick - reschedule as soon as I'm better?"
of course, you're immediately like :(((( but you send a sweet message saying, "Of course, feel better soon xx"
then I imagine it's a little later andmatty sends a pic of him cuddled up in bed surrounding by tissues and medicine, "wishing I could be with you right now, sweetheart. I'm sick of lemsip and bad reality tv :("
you decide then and there to go over with supplies, you make homemade soup and go to tesco to stock up on every medicine possible. paracetamol, ibuprofen, cough medicine, cough sweets, headache relief - anything that might help.
when matty answers the door, you can feel your heart shatter just a tiny bit. He's in his robe with a tissue in his hand and heavy eyes. they're red rimmed and puffy, his nose is pink, and his hair is a mess. he's even got his glasses on, something that you make a mental note to ask him about when he's better.
("Since when do you wear glasses???" "I've had them for years but I never wear them, it's not very rock and roll of me" "mmm I think you look good, hot professor vibes" matty is just 👀 "role play???")
he's fucking MORTIFIED bc why does he look like this in front of you?? oh god??? he says "y/n! ohmygod! hi! I'm so sorry I look like this i-" and he's furiously trying to flatten his curls and look vaguely human.
you calm him and come in. He's all bashful and embarrassed that you've made him soup and got medication, trying to insit he's fine.
you stare at him and put your hand on his forhead as he tries to argue he's okay, "Matthew. you've got a fever, and you don't look like you've had proper food in days. go sit down on the sofa and let me look after you! don't make me pull the teacher voice out"
he is like "yes ma'am" and sits down.
After a bowl of soup and copious amount of medicine, matty lies down with his head in your lap, "Just for a second. I'm feeling a bit dizzy, " he insists.
but your hands massaging his curls mixed with the warm soup and the cough medicine have him asleep within 5 minutes.
you don't leave him or move him to bed, just sit and stroke his head, watching him rest peacefully as some shitty teen movie plays in the background.
#oh to baby a grown man when hes ill#ik matty is dramatic about being sick too so just LET ME LOOK AFTER YOU#this isnt good or proofread but i cant shut up soooooo#teacher au!
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patrick bateman voice i need to buy some vintage boots
#and finally finish and send my email to my old teacher. and send another email to the car service people#AND GET SOME BOOTS!#because i (insanely) refuse to get anything that isnt vintage now im trying so hard to find the right pair of boots#but every womans boots is like teeny tint size 4. or expensive as hell. and the mens sizes are too big :(#i will find the perfect pair i am looking for. soon#i use 'patrick bateman voice i need to' for when i really have to do something#*teeny tiny im too lazy to change it
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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we need to put jean moreau in a room alone with kevin, renee, and jeremy and just see what happens. i think it would be uh. im blacking ojt and nauseous and my nose is bleeding i shant say
i wish this would lead into sex i think if kevin jeremy and renee were in the same room with jean it would probably be to make an intervention of sorts........... like a parent teacher meeting because jean is on the brink of drinking dish washer again. :(
#jeremy calling on kevin and renee exactly like when ur teacher called ur parents is so fucking funny to me#i dont think he would i think he had tact and understanding and probably kept his conversations w kevin under wrap#BUT ISNT THAT HILARIOUS TO YOU.#oh jean you have so many angels looking out for you! theyre trying their best#with the tools at hand#but you are indeed the luckiest girl in the world#actually this is making me think of a nona the ninth au where jean is nona and his bob the builder brigade are cam pal and phyrra#asks#jean#renee#kevin#jeremy
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wips from valentines day art that i did not plan well and am not finishing tonight
#this is going to be shenjinlan but right now yun jin is BEATING MY ASS WHY IS SHE SO HARD TO DRAW#i think i need to completely chang ethe way i draw noses#dunmeshi has changed the way i draw noses from 3/4 view and i think i should change the way i draw front view too bc everything looks WEIRD#anywayyyyyy i have no idea when im going to finish this#but Hopefully soon!!!!#i can complete projects!!!! just you wait!!!!!!!#also i promise yelan isnt wearing lingerie it will hopefully look better when i color it#wip#i draw shenhe so different every time i draw her but its bc shes buff and i actually dont rlly know how muscles work#so im kind of bullshitting it every time#i should probably. get on learning anatomy and stuff#but idk how to go about that#and idk how to tell my art teacher Can i please learn how to draw muscular women#so i need to do that on my own#which is hard bc idk if ur supposed to study like anatomical muscle charts or muscular people#bc ik knowing every single muscle and bone and stuff is kind of unnecessary#but alsooo its good to know what muscles do what things#bc then i can make certain muscles stronger that would be used more#bc right now shes muscular kind of just. for looks lmfao#but i want to make it Make sense for what she does#like .. what muscles do you need to use a polearm and to lift things#i also Dont work out which would be useful for that information#anyway. shenhe would be buff af in canon if hyv wasnt a pussy#wdym she can lift rocks the size of houses IWHTOUT ANY TYPE OF ADEPTUS ENERGY#like shes just that strong....#heart eyes emoji#shes wearing a skirt btw hejhfejfhjhr#you cant rlly tell because i Refuse to draw legs unless absolutely necessary#but i would like you to know that that Is a skirt#she could do anything to me
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emissary verse interpretations of the batman rogues gallery my beloved (they only exist in my head)
#riddler & amber got into a reddit fight once#eventually riddler found out amber's address and tried to dox her#only to be visited by the mk system who basically beat him six weeks from sunday#bruce wayne was sooo pissed when he found out why viktor fries was fired#like he straight up tried to get viktor a job at wayne tech b4 the incident that made him mr freeze#look my hypothetical version of batman is very much 'people can be saved but sometimes we cant save them'#man bat isnt even man bat its man bat's wife with kirk langstrom being amber's high school#science teacher who occasionally talks about his weird wife who eats rats#everyone thinks he's joking. he's not#mary dahl/baby doll kind of got intercepted into amber's hypothetical rogue's gallery#her show was a major part of amber's childhood and makes up some of the good memories she has with her dad#so imagine her sadness when she has to try and stop baby doll from kidnapping her fictional family#luna is convinced that music meister and neil patrick harris are the same person#later meeting the toymaker - also played by nph - caused her to come to the conclusion that nph#is secretly evil :')#poison ivy was just an activist to start before she accidentally became an eco terrorist#she actually has no idea how hot she is she's trying to be threatening and people find that hot???
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theres an element of my comic that i personally think is sooo stupid and funny but that nobody else on earth that i show it to seems to understand so i think its time i accept im not a funny sexy genius and that its actually just stupid/doesnt make sense so now i need to figure out a way to change it
#NOOOOO#basically i have this character who's an alien#but he doesn't really act like an alien and only has 'alien moments' in small inconveniences like getting his alien credit card declined at#ace hardware. etc.#and his costume is like.... like i have him dressed like some sort of 1970s hippie disco coolguy with sunglasses#and my teacher is like 'he looks like a normal guy in a costume and all the other characters look weirder than him'#like YESSS ISNT THAT FUNNY#i guess..... sniff sniff...... not...#hes supposed to be flashy and 'cool' because the main character is a nervous wreck and so#its supposed to be like. hey isnt it funny that he's 'alien' to the main character NOT because hes a literal alien but because#he can function in his daily life with confidence. and also treats people with bare minimum kindness#when the main character cannot stand up for himself and is surrounded by people who are cartoonishly mean to him#LIKE IDK. i think its funny. maybe its too many layers maybe i should just give up and give him 6 fingers and three legs or something#IM SCARED i cant afford to change everything now
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"Don't you dare die. Your soul'll belong t' me otherwise. If I can help it, you'll never cross over t' th' other side. I'll put ya back in another body an' kill you my damn self." // for @scarlxtleaves.
#What Would You Do Without Me? - (Sanosuke/Maiz)#Machismo (Sanosuke)#Mafia AU - I'm kinda difficult but it's always someone else's fault#scarlxtleaves#{{ SURPRISE AGAIN MOFO#{{ look at our badasses. they look so effin good together. GOD. Not me remembering Sanosuke was one of my first crushes lmaooooo#{{ when ur woman is ur boss and teacher and also claims every inch of u. isnt that romantic *sarcasm* XD#{{ anyway enjoyyyyyyyyy
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About to lose my shit over my shitty Algebra teacher cause i think he’s the devil incarnate cause he doesn’t respect kid’s 504 plans, there is this kid who may not always show up to class on time for some reason im not sure why but they try their best to catch up and work hard and they asked to send over and take the recent test they missed in a certain classroom and he was like “No you cant, you have to show up tomorrow in here to take it” when literally in their 504 plan says they can take it in that room no one can force them to take it in their classroom, but DOES HE CARE??? NOOOOOO. I think he was just trying to be tough or smth god knows what cause he has a huge ass power complex like dear god dude we get it you were a army guy but is yelling at teens really what you wanna do to feel that high of power again?? The kid then complained to the school and he got a ass whooping but sadly not fired and then the next day was pissed as hell and took it out on all of us 😍
he doesn’t care to actually help students at all, he just gives up on them if they don’t understand the first or barely the second time and tells em to basically fuck off and find someone else to explain it and i get it teaching is hard you might not be able to get everyone to understand BUT ITS LITERALLY HIS GO TO RESPONSE WHEN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SMTH IN HIS SHITTY RAPID FIRE EXPLANATION WHEN HE JUST JUMPS FROM THING TO THING WITH NO VISUAL OR EVEN SENSE CAUSE WTF HOW DID YOU GET THAT ANSWER HELLO?? SLOW DOWN?? We were going over the study guide and he started doing a question and then realized half way it was “too hard” to do on the board so he gave up and kept going to the next question and a kid at my table who didn’t do that part pf the study guide cause they dont know how asked “Can you go over that please i don’t understand it” and his response was “im not going over it just to fill it in” and the kid said “im not asking to just fill it in im asking cause I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT” and guess what. HE DIDNT DO IT HE JUST IGNORED THEM AND KEPT GOING. YOUR STUDENT IS ASKING FOR HELP AND YOU AINT DOING SHIT. HELLO??? AND THIS ISNT THE FIRST TOME HE ALWAYS PULL THIS SHIT ALL THE TIME, GOD FORBID YOU ASK A QUESTION MORE THAN ONCE THATS TOK SCARY AAAHHHHH.
I hope all his classes fails and they fire his ass cause omg there has never been anything positive said about this man that isn’t from favorites/people who already are godly at math. The average student who’s had him HATES HIM.
Im really debating like cussing him out Thursday after my final cause i cant just walk away and act like it was a okay class no he needs to get fucking humbled at least see what he does is harmful and shitty and douchey. I dont care if i get in trouble im not gonna go down like this so many kids in that class have struggled cause of his ass not doing his job. And sure some of there are rowdy and sure some are a bit off task but that doesn’t give you the right to abandon them. If i ever kicked my own bucket he would be 5 of my 13 reasons why.
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#i wish upon his downfail almost daily cause like i feel like a death wish isnt good enough thats the easy way out#i need his ass to think and contemplate what he does and reevaluate his lfie#he needs to get off his fucking imaginary throne and look at what he actually does as a teacher#i know teaching is hard and now pays next to nothing but he just doesn’t do his job and if he wants to keep it shit better start changing#there are other teachers in the same topics that do swimingly not to compare but i have to for him#they are patient they give their kids resources like idk FULL WORK ON ANSWER KEYS#that was my biggest ick with him he never posted answe keys with the work hust answers#i know he probably did it to avoid ppl cooying but also screwed over kids who need to see what went wrong with their work#also minor complaint but he used the math textbook for ‘notes’ and YOU KNOW HOW SMALL THE SPACE IS YO WRITE IN THOSE???#WHY IS ALL THE WORK IN THERE WHY DO YOU DO THIS#HE SAID HE DID WORKSHEETS LAST HEAR AND I TOOM A SUGH OF RELIF THINK WE WOULD TO BUT NAHHH HERE IS THE GIANT ASS BOOK THAT WILL GUVE YOU#BACK PAIN AND ALSO IM NOT GONNA SAY PAGE NUMBERS IMMA SAY TOPIC HEADERS#WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT#Thats also a minor complaint but i knew shit was gonna be rough when he said the chapter names and not page numbers#so much time was lost trying to find the oage in the book#also kinda important not really but there were only 5 girls in that class including me#in a room of like 19#…IM JUST SAYING#he did treat my table a little shit which was coincidently all girls#coincidence? yeah probably but ya know.#he mostly ignored the girls unless they were the 2 kids at my table cause they actual spoke up#but he ignored them too so ya know#i may be over thinking it but if he did get fired for sexism ya know i wouldn’t be surprised#school if you’re reading this know that yeah im pissed at him and yeah i do want to talk in student services i think its for the best
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i made a family jewels founder ��
#set up a pinterest board too 🧍#ts4#sims 4#my sims#jewel extras#alistair jewel#might as well start tags since im already in this deep#but isnt he cute also scandalous me making a male founder omg im so random#my little brother came in my room when i was making him and starting roasting him...#he was like 'why are you making an old person' and then said 'she looks like ellen degeneres' and i said thats a boy and he went 'oh 😬' ...#one of the career paths for gen 1 is education like sorry one of my favorite flavors of men is dweeby malewife teacher i had to do it to em
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Thinking of Roy as an ominous and malevolent presence but not a cartoonishly evil one... like he's a producer with a Child Star son he's trying so hard to set up for simultaneous success while also keeping him ignorant enough that he can play a "child" on TV as long as possible so he doesnt grow up and grow independent.
He hates Duck's guts and fires him but will take his input and all his ideas (feeding Yellow canned Duck both the literal visual sense but also Duck's input in the show's writing is still there just uncredited).
He sees a kindred spirit in Red so seeks him out when the show jumps the shark and says "hey. We made a great team, didn't we? Come back on the show, I can give you a voice"
#i have. so many thoughts about the webseries.#like the way the songs get progressively 'worse' and sound like theyre being made up on the spot#and one of the hosts/teachers actually looks and sounds absolutely hammered#the way the last half of DHMIS 6 is almost like when a long running sitcom brings back every single minor character#but its not narratively satisfying (in terms of the show in the show) because of the blatant emptiness on screen#because theres only one main lead left and he doesn't even want to be there#dhmis#chatter#like i feel like with roy theres that one interview where most of his fanon characterization comes from and is exaggerated to a point where#a lot of comments on particularly is parenting of yellow is filled in for the sake of roy looking cartoonishly awful and abusive#and having yellow be ''''rescued'''' by red and duck#and like i dont think he thinks hes doing the right thing and thus should be absolved of all the shit hes implied to have put his kid thru#but thats the key word there. implied. so much is added to the yellow and roy dynamic where it winds up feeling kinda torture fetishy?#if that makes sense. like idk what the right word is but you get me#its like what he has canonically said and done isnt ''extreme'' enough for yellow to be (rightfully) traumatized#by being in a nightmarish simulation forcibly showing him horrific visuals and in some cases physically mutilating him
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One of the dumbest criticisms of Glee that I've seen is questioning why will Schuster (is his last name spelled right? Don't care he fuckin sucks I hate his character lmao) doesn't have adult friends.
Setting aside that he does, he regularly hangs out with Beiste and Sue after school, and last I checked Emma is also an adult (I won't count Terry). But the reason he "doesn't" have adult friends is because of how shows work structurally. The setting is a high school, the audience is high schoolers, it makes no sense to follow will Schuster into his after school adult life to hang out with all his adult friends because that is not the premise of the show- because again that is how the structure of a show works. You have a set of characters in a set environment, you don't just randomly split off from that because a bunch of edgy 16 year olds on Twitter interacting with the show runners think they noticed something Sketchy™️ when all they noticed is how the structure of a show works. After School Will Schuster doing Adult Things isn't the premise of Glee and therefore his adult life outside the kids and the school isn't mentioned much if ever, because it doesn't need to be, that'd be a different show.
Frankly a lot of Glee criticism is bad faith and stupid, which makes no sense in a show that has really blatant biphobia and Kurt fucking Hummel in it. Technically nothing is "wrong" with Kurt it's just that I hate him and also he's the first character to do the aforementioned biphobia.
#winters ramblings#WhY dOeS wIlL hAvE nO fRiEnDs he does you idiots but the show isnt 'how will schuester acts after school with no kids around' its GLEE#like HOW disjointed would that even look in practice just having HUGE swaths of this damn show follow the shitty teacher around#because a bunch of 16 year olds on twitter dont know how to write a show??!? no one WANTED schue after school storylines#they wouldnt FIT in the show so its R E A L L Y annoying when even the SHOW brought this up via a joke from sue#like i get that TEENS dont know why schue isnt often featured outside the lives of the kids but the SHOW RUNNERS should know better#than to take that criticism seriously. especially when if you REALLY wanted to take issue i think its fairly obvious Schuster does not know#the boundaries of professionalism for teachers regarding their students. he could have all the adult friends in the WORLD#and that wouldnt make his strange attachment to the glee kids any less weird. like finn was his best man thats KIND OF A HUGE BOUNDARY#PROBLEM GUYS. adult friends wouldnt have fixed that and i THINK thats what the no adult friends criticism was TRYING to get at#but like no. schue doesnt have a vibrant adult friend group on the show because THATS NOT WHAT THE SHOW IS ABOUT#would you watch a show that promised singing high achool kids and instead youre watching this random fucking teachers#after school poker game with his buddies we never see outside of schue??!? probably fuckign NOT because it doesnt even fit in with the show#use your damn heads people
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I always get self conscious when people talk about the amount of thought the goes/went into their art because there is.
there is no upper processing happening when I'm designing a character or background. my hand starts moving and my brain shuts off. I recognize there was probably a point in my life where this WASN'T the case but. like. it's why my art is like. mostly flat and lifeless. my art is never intended to tell a story because when I intend to I get angry/frustrated to the point of wanting to break shit because it's not going right. and I've tried to tell stories with my art both comics and stand alone pieces and it all feels fake or flat or.
idk.
I've TRIED to start and finish a piece where I've made conscious choices beyond "does this look good/right" and "am I being offensive in ways I'm aware of with anything here" but it just. makes me want to scream.
I learned people told stories with their art and I tried to and I stopped drawing for 5 years despite having. before that point been doing art studies for 8 to 10 hours a day for. 2 years.
I mostly just think it's because I have nothing to. say.
I can't add anymore tags to this post??? homophobia.
any way this post is useless idk I'm just sad because people do this thing so easily and enjoy it when it makes me break down crying. I don't get it. every person I've known regardless of neurodivergency has been able to do this consciously to some degree and enjoy it and meanwhile my stupid ass is asked how/why i chose something and I just. shrug. idk
looked nice?
#idk i probably say a lot UNintentionally#but like.#idk i feel like im just being. like. whining. for no reason. like boo hoo no one cares grow up if art makes you thay mad just stop drawing#like. man i WANT to think i WANT to tell stories i intend to tell along with the things i dont pick up on but.#i also mean like. if someone looked at a piece they could pick it apart comprehensively. like#but its like. idk. im like. i think im just to stupid for it.#im the same way with media analysis to be fair. which isnt like great but like.#why did someone choose this lighting? i dont know they thought it looked good ?#i have gotten 90-100% on every single analysis and opinion piece i ever submitted in HS for English#the only time i DIDNT get over 89% on an opinipn piece is when i tried to articulate my actual feelings on a topic to go along w researc#THAT got me pulled aside and told what i had written about was inappropriate and that i should think twice#before submitting a paper with that kond of content in the future#ao i did :^) and went back to bullshitting every single thing!#the curtains were blue in this scene to indicate not sadness but instead her deep love for uhhh fuck. flips through reading material and#lands on a random page. her dog buddy who is depcited in chapter (x) seeing as buddy is usually a male dogs name we can extrapolate and say#she chose these curtain colours after his death to remind her of the dog she had lost ÷#end sentence end oaragraph submit paper withoit a secondary proof reading and lie and say i left the roigh draft at home. walk away#how did i get high grades. dude. like everyone says teachers know when a kids bullshitting but like#the teachers ATE MY SHIT UP 😑 i got used as an example of comprehensive stucture and analysis on more than one occasion#this is not me bragging this is me saying i never actually learned how to domthis stuff because i was supported in faking it#some people can do analysis like yhis on their first read through like. and remember it. how? how??? what???#whay do you mean its because you read mote than thee sparknotes and random chapters because the book didnt interest you.#'we know when you dont actually read the book?' why did you compliment me on my comprehensive opinons of the parts i didnt readm#'We know when you write it the night before?' why did you laude me as an example of dedication put into an essay when i fucked around every#single in class wotk session past the first one and frantically typed and printed that in the computer lab before class 20 minutes ago?#why!! like DUDE#its like when they say they can tell when you use wikipedia to soirce things and then lie about it#and then compliment ur sources when youbl just used wikipedias sources. witout reading them urself.#which i also did#and when they tell you not to just use google translate because they can tell. when i did and then edited a LITTLE to catch names.
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Sometimes I wonder if being raised in a cult gave me a unique ability to spot bullshit. Like at some point, I had to learn that everything I believed and everything that everyone around me believed was utter bullhsit. And the reasons for us needing to believe those things were almost worse.
But then once I left, I realized so were many of the beliefs that everyone else has. Supposed 'opposing' beliefs were never actually that different from one another. There's no reason for a lot of the stuff people do and even more bad reasons for doing other things. Like why is school the way that it is? There's so many problems with it and a lot of people recognize this yet dropping out is still seen as an awful, terrible thing to do- something that will set you up for a life of failure- even though that hardly reflects reality.
I could go on about this for hours but I'm sick and I feel like this thought still needs to microwave in my brain a little longer
#like the main purposes of school are free childcare and to control the knowledge that youre given and also to encourage uniformity i think#but then i was homeschooled and taught that it was the superior education#even though i was dealing with the same shit#my parents controlled what i learned and tried to mold me into something specific and harmful in the same way#everything useful i learned ive had to teach myself or seek out teachers that i trust myself#i dropped out. i failed grades. i dont have a diploma or GED#and thats not to say its good or that it isnt harder for me because of that. but maybe we should question#why it has been purposely made harder for people *without diplomas* rather than people who arent qualified#a diploma doesnt make you qualified for shit. you sat in a classroom for 8 hours a day for 12 years of your life so your parents could work#not so you could actually be successful#its fucked up and we should all know it by now#also this is rather disjointed for a tags ramble but i just want to add#this is an appreciation post for teachers in the public school systems who are underpaid and overworked#yet still care deeply and passionately about actually helping kids#yall are the real mvps <3#(looking at you 9th grade english teacher and science teacher from when i was actually in public school)
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